Better...a bit
Whew! That was a rough yesterday.
For some reason, this persistent lethargy seems worse than a year ago. Perhaps because it IS persistent... those tiny baby steps it takes to get through a day have loomed too big, too much, too great an effort on far too many occasions.
There's no answer, so solutions for this misery. Money can't buy a way out, either, I thought yesterday, as it occurred to me that I'd be just as unhappy in a brand new Lamborghini, only with more people staring as I try to park the thing.
The people in my life are fine - there's no wanting to exchange them for better, nicer, newer models. I do envy them their vigour and energy and feel, more often than not, a burden.
Oh DAMN....I've just made myself cry again. There are two people I'd wish for....
2 Comments:
well it sounds as if you are not very happy or else too tired and miserable to carry on another day! Well do i have the perfect solution for you!!Pick up the phone and call one of Jehovah,s Witnesses to come visit you with an encouraging message and a bible based hope for a better, brighter future. You,ll be amazed at what you can learn in just a brief time if you are willing to listen to what they share from God,s word. Come on!! Give it a try! What do you have to lose? Sincerely yours... Someone who knows and cares.
I doubt even the JW could bring back the generation I just lost.
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