Day 6 Rock Bottom

5 glasses of wine
10 cigarettes
Halloween candy


OUCH! Why do I do this to myself?

ham and cheese sandwich on white
clamato juice

deep fried chicken
ceasar salad

Okay day at work - got the kids started on their Christmas cards. Woke up in the middle of the night, panicked about school.

Good news? No cigarettes left, and the wine is running really low. It's easier not to drink, which seems to result in complete letgo.